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I can't wait to move to another state.
I really do hate the people that live here.

The only people I actually talk to are people I work with.
It's sad, really.
All my "friends" are idiots.
I'm there for one of them because she alllllwwaays fucks up her life somehow and I'm the one that's there to make her feel better.
Well no more.
Another one just twist and turns every fucking thing I say so I have to explain every f'n word I say so she doesn't hate me.
Well, I no longer care. So she currently.. and forever hates me. && I don't give two shits.


It just gets so fucking old.
I mean it when I say I hate the people here.
Once I get my LPN I'm out of here!
I would say I'm never looking back.. but my parents && other family are still here and I love them to death.
Other than that, I don't care for anyone here in Ohio.

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Just paid off one credit card..
buuut I still own 1100 on my other one.


ugggh.
fuck you school.

I realllllly hope Wia appoves me and pays for me to get my LPN.
That would be AMAZING.

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Medical terminology is kicking my ass and I've only been in two classes, and I have well over a month of this to go. fuck.

I'm meeting with John for dinner tomorrow.
Basically so I can tell him I am forcing him to move to Alabama with me after I'm done with school. hah.

There's this program that pays for your schooling.
&& they were out of fundings last time I was there..
&& some girl in my class told me that they have funding now.
annnnd I'm super stoked about that. I hope that they can get me in. It will be soooo much easier for me.
I'm going to call them on my break tomorrrow.

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Wooooo!!!!
Just found out that I passed my test!
I am offically a STNA.
Definitely stoked about that one.

&& I start my medical terminology class Monday.
....not so stoked about that.
But at least I'll be done and ready to start nursing school in May. =D


Ohhh && I've decided that once I turn 21 I'm going to go to a fertility clinic and donate one of my eggs.
They pay anywhere from $5,000 to $10,000 per egg.
It's just like adoption. A family picks you from your picture and medical background and then you donate your egg to them.
I have brown hair and blue eyes.. so I'm sure someone will pick me based upon that. I'm "normal" when it comes to looks.
The only downfall is that my mother has diabetes.
But I guess we'll see in 7 months. Because I'm definitely going to try to.

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and of course..
like with everything else in my life..
i am let down.


he's not coming this weekend.
he says he has a 9 page paper to write.. which i do understand since i went to miami for two years.. and college does suck.

buuuut i bet he'll be out drinking this weekend.. which will piss me off.
cause then what would be the difference of coming to see me?

oh well.
i tried.
&& now i am done trying.

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I'm sware I'm always sick.
I have a damn cold currently.
&& I just got over the damn flu a few weeks ago. Jesus.


I'm off work tomorrow, though. THANK GOD.
I need to call and set an appointment to get my taxes done tomorrow & also call about getting car insurance.
I have some right now.. but my I'm on my mom's plan and I'm too worried to get a ticket or something and make her price go up.

I hope I feel a lot better tomorrow.
Especially by Friday. =]

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i just get over the damn flu and now i have a cold.

i wish i wasn't always sick. ugh.

i just want to get really drunk and forget that i feel bad. lol.

i can't wait until friday! =]

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my test is in the morning. ahhh. i hope i pass.

i start med term the first of feb.
stupid class is for two and half months! that's forever.
as soon as i'm done with it i go straight into nursing school.
i can't wait to have my LPN!!!!

i also can't wait for next weekend!
he's coming back to ohio to see me. =D

welllll. i think i'm going to hop in the shower then study for another hour or so before sleeping.
my test is at 7:30. ugh.
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i'm sooo tired.
even though I slept over 12 hours last night.

I don't know what my problem is.
It's like I can't get enough sleep lately. Like I'm barely making it to work on time because I seriously can't wake up.
ugh.

I have to be at school at four today to practice for my test Saturday.
I'm soooo nervous.
Doing this in from of someone I don't know worries me.
&& the fact that I paid 700 bucks for this doesn't help either.

I need to wake up. ugh.